A year ago showed a different to the person you see now.
I still try and see if I have changed for the better, or the worse...
I have grown up a little, I have regressed a little. I have learnt to love. I have learnt to cry. I have said things I should have never had said. I have done things I should have never have done. I have made promises I could not keep. I have told lies I cannot live with.
I look in the mirror, and it is the same person who always stared back as before. But everyone else sees someone else.
So many people tell me I am strong, but how can I be strong, when I am crying inside? When I am scared for anyone to share my thoughts? My whole life has changed into a lie. I am scared of the people who I once trusted. I trust those who have hurt me the most.
I have shunned love. I have come out the other side fighting, tearing through the thin fabric of everything I once knew, shaking loose the bounderies that held me.
I pray for guidance.
I pray for protection and happiness for all that I love.
I pray for forgiveness I do not deserve.
I pray for the tears that cannot fall...

(Needed a change)
First and foremost. Chats you should visit before you die:
GetLit: [link] (Meet all the litters, and get critique and friends)
JackChat: [link] (For prompts and fun)
KittenShare: [link] (For kittys. TRY and resist! I dare you!)

There are many more who deserve a menton, but I dont feel I should advertise them ^^


And a special thanks to Squanpie ([link]) and the amazing chinchilla she drew for my Uncle ^^ [link]

Myself? Im good! Got my big brother back after he spent 6 months in India last weekend, and having much laughs, and continuing smiling. ^^
Hope just as much can be said for you lot!

Returned from a week in gemrany with another exchange student. It was really fun, but my head is spinning from the amount of german I had to speak, and understand, and still find myself translating everything I hear and say.
Also sleep would be a blessing. Every day was a 6:30 wake up call, for school at 8, which, minus the hour for time zone is 5:30. And even this moring when I could have slept later, my brain was begrudgingly waking up and staying up at half 6. Not useful.
Nonetheless, it was great fun, and I really enjoyed myself, even though there was an unhealthy amount of shopping, which is not normally a hobby of mine. Plus I wasnt allowed to explore all the beautifully quanit alleys, and kept in big loud areas.
One note about frankfurt. It is constructed fully from straight lines. No joke. Everything looks like it was meant to be placed exactly there, and everything was so perfect and technological, i almost cried when I came back to england and saw the mud ^^

It was on the first of February. That saying, February 1st was a fun day.... Ah well...
I missed it. Thats life. And here was I, hoping for cake! i didnt get any Thanks Squanpie! I hold you responsible!

10 top cakes

1. White Chocolate and Raspberry
2. Chocolate!!!
3. Angel Cake
4. Victoria Sponge
5. Cake cake
6. Brownies
7. More chocolate?
8. Bakewell Tarts
9. Chocolate!
10. any cake around here?